I just noticed that I ‚lost’ my smile!!!
Every day I have so much plan; so many things to do; I have to be there and there; do this and that, always with that nervous look at the clock. at the end of the day, I feel exhausted and I realize that I didn’t do anything for myself!
most of the time I’m doing things for my family, my kids, husband, even for my parents or grandma and I love it, I do but I forget to do something for me!
this last month was quite hard. I gave all of my energy to my close ones! I wouldn’t do it any other way, I love them so much but I was so concentrated on all the problems around, that I lost myself in it!
I become stressed. my face was tense all the time and I was tired even in the mornings. and what worst I lost my smile…..smile for my kids, husband, family, and strangers.
I looked in the mirror and I didn’t like what I saw! it was that moment when I decided that ‚this face’ must change!
I truly and deeply love my family but I can’t give them all of me 24/7!
I want to have some time for myself. I want to read more, I want to nap and write. I want my blog to growth and I want to have time for it and for doing nothing too! is it that much???
my kids and I start winter break on Monday. a lot of free time! so I decided that I will make a ‚to-do list’ every day and put my ‚me time’ on it! I make a lot of different lists every day but I never thought to put on it some time for myself! so let’s give it a try!
so if you struggle with lack of time too, make a ‚to-do list’ every day and put your precious self on it!
after a week let me know how it works for you!!!